Thursday, July 28, 2011

A Latter-Day Prophet

Today I had the idea to share a poem I wrote that I hold very dear to my heart.  I wrote this when I was about 18. 


A Latter-Day Prophet
By: Rachel McKernan
A young contemplative boy confused
By the many different religious sects and doctrinal fudes
A scripture struck him deep to the heart one day
And he knew he must ask God of the truth in faith
He retired to a secluded area in the woods on a beautiful spring day
He knelt on his knees, and to our Father in Heaven, began to pray
A light descended from above
God once again speaking to his daughters and sons
A faithful young boy-not yet a man
Commanded to be an instrument in our Heavenly Father’s hands
The light was so glorious and bright-as though the leaves would catch fire
But the reverends, priests, and people labeled him nothing but a liar
All the persecution and malice
The young boy had not asked for this
Why condemn him for telling the truth?
This young, obscure boy just entering his youth
Joseph never denied it once
He endured to the end
Made the complete ordinances of Christ’s gospel available to the children of men
Joseph prophesied, “I go like a lamb to the slaughter”
A few days later in Carthage Jail, the latter-day prophet was martyred
Joseph Smith’s mission on this earth was complete
He gave this world all the understanding and truth we would ever need
His life had been in the hand’s of our Father above
The faithful prophet’s testimony was sealed in his blood
He resides with the prophets of old in glory
He shall be resurrected and exalted on the glorious first morning!

Friday, July 15, 2011

Engaged!

Yes everyone, David and I are engaged!  It is going to be a rather small ceremony. We are not sending out invitations or having a reception until we go through the Temple next year.  Then we will get invitations out and celebrate!  I would love to possibly be sealed in the Gilbert, AZ Temple if it is finished being built by that time. 
If not, then Mesa it is!  I want to take this time to tell everyone why I love my fiance' David McKernan so much.  First, and foremost:  He is the most handsome man alive!
He makes me laugh everyday.  He has an amazing sense of humor, yet still knows when to be serious.  He has always loved me no matter what.  David has never judged me and let me make changes in my life [that were much needed] on my own.  He LOVES THE GOSPEL.  I learn things from him everyday.  David is a good friend and is always helping others around him.  He puts others first Sensible is David's middle name.  He balances me and makes me see things from a different perspective which I feel is usually the better one, although he might say otherwise.  He appreciates and cherishes me, and I in turn appreciate and cherish him.  He plays with Emma all the time and helps me teach her and discipline her.
David doesn't have a temper and never raises his voice at me.  We never argue and if we have a disagreement, are always able to talk through it.  He loves my cooking! Their is so much more I could say about why I love this man and why I know he is supposed to be my husband.  One of the main things I want to express in this blog is how eternally grateful I will always be for meeting him.  I look forward to our journey and whatever life may bring us [good or bad].  I'm not afraid.
I LOVE YOU FOREVER DAVID!!!  

Monday, May 23, 2011

Summertime

I am sooo ready for this SUMMER!  I am done with this semester May 30th and have no classes again until August 22nd.  It will be a nice break.  Although I may be working more...things will definitely be less stressful!  Next fall semester I have to take a few more prerequisites required to apply for the nursing program at Gateway Community College.  Something awesome I found out is that they have daycare at the college for only $2.00/hour.  This pretty much saves me because once I start the program, it will be school full time and I won't be working.  I have been enjoying the somewhat decent weather this past week.  I am preparing for the killer heat coming.  Last week Emma and I took about three walks.

Meanwhile, we are preparing for Emma's first dance recital on June 18th.  She is doing the "Teddy Bear Dance."   
She has had so much fun these last few months since she started dance class.  She met her best friend Lauren, and I in turn have become good friends with Lauren's mom Christina!  Dance will be over for a couple months after the recital, and Christina and I have thought about putting the girls in swimming lessons together!
David is almost finished re-building his motorcycle.  It looks brand new.  It's friggin sweet!  He also is getting ready to go back to school for IP security.  Something about computer networking...which I know nothing about.  But he is amazing at fixing computers and I know he can do whatever he wants.  Thank heavens for men who can fix things!!! hehe

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Hello World!

As I was being born, my mom looked up in the mirror above her.  When she saw a head full of black hair she exclaimed: "It's my Greek baby!" (My mother's grandparents on her Father's side were immigrants from Greece!)  Welp, I feel I have lived up to my "Greekness" so far in life.  I have definitely not been predictable to my parents: Always a free spirit.  The creative one out of my four siblings. I have done some crazy things...although, not exactly smashing plates.  Most of the lessons I have learned in life have been the hard way.  I have no regrets because I have become an extremely strong person because of this.  I have learned to be thankful for the adversity in my life, whether self-inflicted or not.  I know it will always be there no matter how much money or happiness I have.  I truly believe happiness is a CHOICE.  You wake up in the morning and have to choose to smile.  I LOVE LIFE and all it's imperfections and flaws.  It's funny that I am twenty-six years old and just now really starting to make sense of responsibility and consequences that come when choices are not thought through.  My daughter Emma Paige will soon be four years old.  She has definitely been a big inspiration in looking at my life and wanting to change---not who I am inside.  Just no more crazy, Greek, party girl.  Ha.  I met this amazing man named David McKernan about a year ago.  He saw more potential in myself than I did.  He has loved my daughter and I unconditionally.  And I am very thankful for him and the wonderful family he comes from.  David is a lot like me, yet very different.---he would probably want me to include that he is 100% Irish (He is very proud of that).  He makes me smile.  I love him, and that's all I have to say about that!  Right now I am working and going to school to be a nurse.  I know, I know...I put it as my occupation already.  But I think envisioning yourself as what you see yourself becoming helps ensure success in life.  At least if you put in the footwork.  For a long time I would just dream of everything I wanted.  Now I feel like I am making those dreams a reality!